The Virtual Memorial Garden

My Darling Herb I miss you so terribly that my days and nights never seem to end just run together in a nonending plight of agony over losing you my husband, my lover, my companion but most of al my BEST friend. You are gone from my sight but not from my heart, my mind, or my soul there will never be another like you and no one can ever replace you. You are the dearest thing to my heart first, and last and always. Karen wrote a lovely poem in your honor for me and the words came directly to her through GOD for only you and I knew how we met and exactly how we felt about each other and the love that we were so blessed to be able to share. the love that I felt for you while you were here has only continued to grow as each passing moment fleets from time my darling I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND ALL THAT I am. Here is the poem because I so want to share it with you as we had shared every thing while you were here no matter how great or how small:
MY DEAREST HERB
Without you heremy life is not right. I hug to your pillow and cry in the night. If only we could be together again, you were my life, you were my friend. I would not wish you back to be in such pain, I long to be near you and hold you again. There will never be another like you in my life, I had everything by just being your wife. Our love was expressed without saying a word no words were needed and no words were heard. My life has ended, or thats how it seems for I cannot reach you expect in my dreams. You fought so hard, not wanting to go, but you earned your rest. God knows that it is so; rest well my darling and be well again. I will be waiting for my love and my friend. When my life is over I will see you again. You will be with me, always in my heart. I know you are still here though we are apart. My love for you is endless it's here in my heart. We have bonded as if we were one---so when my toil on earth is done once again we will be together, my darling Herb I will love you forever.
Mary
With all my love from all that I am your loving wife Mary.